it is a long story so i will not have time to explain it and i might of mentioned it a bit during the summer . it all started several months ago when i meet this girl online and then accidently ran into her in person at a local bar / club . the online thing would of likely not amounted to much if not for that random meeting . but its all in the past now , we really did hit it off for a little while and i though we made some progress when i added her to msn and talked to her and then got her number as well.
also meet some of her friends that she has up here during the summer so felt things were going good ( her best friend worked at same resort where i worked so was some friends in common that summer ) . but we never went on any actual dates or had sex.
but i did develop very strong feelings for her and she was very pretty as well ( my guy friends from work were very impressed when they first saw her ) . there was other things i liked as well such as she really liked the area where i live although she lives in the city to the south but comes here every summer . on so many ways she was my dream girl but for whatever reasons it didn't work out which has bothered me ever since .
it was devastating when she first left at the end of summer and broke off online contact . i've been hurt ever since and only heard from her once in september when i sent her an online card and email afterwords . but she still didn't seem to understand how i felt about things or why i even missed her . other than knowing she is at school , has a pt job and has some friends there i have no real clue as to what she is even up to which also is bothering me .

for whatever reasons i really liked this girl and in my mind though there was so much potential , even after some time i really haven't found any closure or peace over what happened . i also haven't dated anyone else since then or really even came close to. but going to work on some things like talking techniques which a girl from work said might be hurting my chances with the girls and also just bought this self help dating book which has some really good ideas and things to work with in it . but this girl is still stuck in my head and really bothering me still . also can try and explain it a little more it needed .

You have to put away all memories of her. You have to forgive what she done and quit thinking about it 24/7, or you will be stuck in place. Do not allow any more to be controlled by these thoughts.It will not magically disappear. You have to put it away and re aim your focus.Do not stay in bitterness as it will prolong your healing.You will succeed if you can try this.Just begin.

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next time when you see her just go and talk to her and clear all differences . Say her that your not stalking her . It's just coincidences nothing else .And try to be friendly with her .













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